Oh dear

I guess I am worried about whats happening with Dee and I. All of a sudden he's acting down, and I feel i'm to blame.

But it won't stop me smiling. Or doing what I usually do. I'm really not used to 'relationships' nor 'Commitment'. Its all bullshit anyway. In all honesty, I'm happiest when I'm alone.

Camden yesterday was fun. My mom can get pretty annoying, but she's nice company ^^ Got clothes and things, bumped into a few people I know and grabbed Sushi at the Japan Centre (Tasted like shit ¬_¬)

Somtime during October I have to go to Norwich. Its so clean and atmospheric there, a change to London and Braintree. Perhaps with Adam, perhaps on my own. I'll see at the time.

The winter weather is so nice <3 hahah I bought this really thick coat just for it ^___^ So it shall keep me warrrm <3

Anyway.... time to get ready and see my dad (OLOLJOY)

Ja ne x